My litTLe One..

Dlm beberapa hari lagi si kecik kesayangan akan berusia 7 bulan. Kejap je rasa. Walaupun dh nk cecah 7 bulan, tpi gigi baru tumbuh 2. Botol susu pun tak reti nk pegang. Yg dia tau bila menyusu maknye pegang botol susu, dia sibuk belek tangan, tak pun goyang2 kan tangan. Tak nak dia pegang botol sendiri.

Yang dia cepat, mulutnye. Bising (macam mak dia juga. hehe). Ari2 bangun tido lepas senyum kat mak dia akan nyanyi2. “lahlahlahlah”.. kalo angin baik, masa main sorang2 sambil sembur2 air liur, dia menyanyi lagi. Tapi kalo angin tak baik.. nak berteman sepanjang masa.

Sakinah.. sakinah.. geram menengoknye.

For the sake of updating…

Lamanye tak menulis. Sebelum ni xde streamyx lagi. Skang dh ada streamyx dan leh online bebila masa pun tak update blog gak. Kadang2 bila mood tgh ada nk menulis, si kecik tu nak bermanja. Bila abah dia dah balik dan tolong jagakan si kecik tu pula, mood nak menulis lak takde.. abis camne?

Jawapnye update blog sekadar wat syarat je la. Hehehe.

We are moving..

Last week has been proved as a hectic week for us. And this coming weeks are not going to be easy either. Moving is one thing. Moving to another part of the Malaysia is another thing.

Would like to jot down all the experience of moving to our new ‘home’ yet time is not on my side. Our schedule is so cramp that there is no more space for online for these coming two weeks. Well… not really. The real reason that we could not online anymore because the comp will be pack away tomorrow to be shipped.

I am in mix emotion. I am happy that at last we are going to live together as a proper family but this also means we had to be apart from our family & friends. It’s going to be totally new place for me.

Gosh.. it’s late. I would like to write more but I am too tired. Will have to continue when we have finally settle down. Hempphhh.. wonder when that will be. Not sure whether we will be able to have an internet line there.

Last but not least.. today is a happy day for me. After 12 years, I am able to meet my buddies during my school days. The four of us. Should be the 6 of us but 2 could not make it.

Ain, Mar & Roza… seronoknye dpt jumpa korang serentak mcm td. Dh lama tak berkumpul mcm td.

Till the hand meet the keyboard again.. daaaa!

d BuSyneSS wiLL conTinuE..

It has been a while since my last post. I’ve been extremely busy. In nutshell :

1) Resigned. Last Friday was my last day with the Firm. It has been a nice 2 years, and for some, I am very thankful that my path crossed theirs.

2) My beloved is home. At last.

3) My niece was married (anak buah pertama yg berkahwin).

4) At last, have the chances of meeting a few people that I’ve been liaising with (through call and email) for so long.

5) Dapat makan Kenny Rogers. Hahaha. Thanks to Cik Noor for the introduction & belanja. Ngeh ngeh ngeh.

And this coming few weeks will also be as busy.

Sabah.. here we come. Please welcome us with gentleness and smile. 

moNoLOg RinDU.. yanG taK mUNGkiN kaN tErUbAT..

Dia lelaki sederhana.

Hidupnya tidak semewah mana, tapi Alhamdullillah cukup segala.

Dia suami yang setia, yang tegar kasihnya tiada dua.

Dia ayah yang penyayang, yang disembunyi kemas dibalik tegasnya.

Bicaranya selalu lembut, lantas bila sesekali dia menegur, tegurannya menusuk dalam.

Sesungguhnya dia tiada dua, lantaran itu pemergiannya sentiasa di rasa.

Kerana hilangnya dia meninggalkan ruang kosong di dalam hidup, yang tak mungkin terisi kembali.

Sesungguhnya ABAH, kami merinduimu..

Ya ALLAH, sejahterakanlah dia di sana. Cucurilah rahmat berlipat kali ganda buatnya Ya RAHIM.

AL-Fatihah buat mu abah.

MelaNChoLy..

I’ve started my morning with a heavy heart. Without reasons. I am not sick. I am not unhappy. Today is ordinary. Even the little one sleep peacefully. But the heavy feeling was there. And then, while driving, the reason hit me. I miss him. Darn. I don’t need this melancholy feeling now .I know I’m forever missing him when he is not around, no point of denying. But I’ve been shielding my heart for quite sometimes now. I busied myself. Bury myself with works. Trying hard not to think of how much I miss him, of how much I want him to be here with me. I don’t want to be the whining wife, whose forever cry and complaint whenever the husband is not around.

And yet, here I am.  Feeling the loneliness growing inside me, and wishing hard he is here by my side. Gosh.. guess I am not as strong as I thought..

Well Elya.. guess you are right. I am a melancholy gal after all.

In D aTteMpt To foRcE a SmiLe..

Just to lighten the heavy heart a bit..

The Bath Tub Test   

A little boy went into a drug store, reached for a soda carton and pulled it over to the telephone. He climbed onto the carton so that he could reach the buttons on the phone and proceeded to punch in seven digits (phone numbers).
The store-owner observed and listened to the conversation:

Boy: “Lady, Can you give me the job of cutting your lawn?
Woman: (at the other end of the phone line): “I already have someone to cut my lawn.”Boy: “Lady, I will cut your lawn for half the price of the person who cuts your lawn now.”
Woman: I’m very satisfied with the person who is presently cutting my lawn.Boy: (with more perseverance): “Lady, I’ll even sweep your curb and your sidewalk, so on Sunday you will have the prettiest lawn in all of Palm beach , Florida.”
Woman: No, thank you.

With a smile on his face, the little boy replaced the receiver. The store-owner, who was listening to all this, walked over to the boy.
Store Owner: “Son… I like your attitude; I like that positive spirit and would like to offer you a job.”
Boy: “No thanks,
Store Owner: But you were really pleading for one.
Boy: No Sir, I was just checking my performance at the job I already have. I am the one who is working for that lady, I was talking to!”

This is what we call “Self Appraisal”
Highly Recommended……

AnGeR!!

Know that I promised to post something fun after this. But I can’t.

I am totally emotional now. I am bursting with anger. Seriously, if that person is in front of me now, that person is dead meat. Don’t care. No one can hurt anyone that is dear to me without facing my wrath.

it hAd beEn 6 yeArS alReady? Goshhh!!

Diam tak diam dh dkt 6 tahun Norsi dok ber’friendster’. Lama dh tu. Dah berpuluh2 kali edit itu ini, tukar sana sini dan tulis begitu begini. Bila baca blik post2 yg norsi tulis kt blog ni, terkenang blk zaman mula2 ber’friendster’ dulu. Masa tu tak brapa pandai berblog. Tp cukup rajin tgk profile org (sampai skang pun sama gak.hehe). Disbbkan rajin jengah profile & blog orang, lama2 rasa mcm nk ber’blog’ juga. Maka lahirlah ‘A Piece of Me’.

Memula tu bersemangat je nk update blog.. tapi selalu tk berkesempatan sbb dulu pakai pre-paid tmnet. Benda2 yg norsi post pun lebih kepada hiburan, contohnye cam teka teki la, citer yg dpt dr email la. Skang ni dh berubah. Norsi bnyk post luahan hati norsi, apa yg norsi rasa dan fikir. The blog had became more personal.

Hemphhh.. maybe I should post something fun instead of keep posting about myself. Well..we’ll see.

aLL d WaY..

All the way lyric

Celine Dion’s version..

When somebody loves you
It’s no good unless he loves you - all the way
Happy to be near you
When you need someone to cheer you - all the way

Taller than the tallest tree is
That’s how it’s got to feel
Deeper than the deep blue sea is
That’s how deep it goes - if its real

When somebody needs you
It’s no good unless he needs you - all the way
Through the good or lean years
And for all the in between years - come what way

Who know where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say
But if you’ll let me love you
It’s for sure I’m gonna love you - all the way, all the way